Well today was an eye opener. What started out as a good day later became a depressing sad evening. Took a class from a great teacher and learned a lot but the evening enfolded into a sad affair. I would like an answer as to which way to go in my life. Most of it is good but when its bad it’d horrid. I am glad I am the only one reading this. Did meet two very interesting teachers today. Lots to learn from them.